Tuesday, April 16, 2013

March 2-April 16, 2013 Slipping through my fingers…


[Jesus said,] “Unless you are faithful in small matters, you won’t be faithful in large ones. If you cheat even a little you won’t be honest with greater responsibilities.” Luke 16:10

     It used to be that days or even a week got by without a lot of thought for me, but as I grow older whole months slip through my fingers before I have a chance to stop, reflect, and record what has happened in that time period.  Even today, as I write this, weeks have passed between the first words and these last ones.  Blogging is definitely not at the top of my priority list right now, but not because I don’t want to take the time to write. It’s simply because time for such pursuits is hard to come by. Work and family demands have taken over, and sometimes, just my body needing sleep keeps me from sitting down to write.  I have no energy for it, which makes me sad because I do love to write.  Unfortunately, I have not been able to be faithful in the matter of writing every day or even every week, but that is a pursuit with a purpose only for me, really, and those responsibilities God has put me in charge of at home and at work are for others, and that’s where my focus now lies.  I can say, however, that I have been faithful thus far in my goal to read through the Bible in a year.  I am now on page 475 of “The Daily Bible,” which is taking me through the life of King David, whose heart was always in the right place, even if he wasn’t always honest and sinless with how he handled situations in his life. 
     David is such a down-to-earth character in the Bible, even for a King.  He had the faith of a child throughout his life from the days he was a simple shepherd boy who beat the Giant Goliath with a rock and sling shot to the days he was fleeing from his own son, Absalom, who was trying to overthrow him as King of Israel.  He made some terrible choices along his life’s journey, such as committing adultery with Bathsheba, then having her husband killed on the battlefield, so he could marry her and raise the baby she had growing inside her from David.  He also suffered for those choices. God did not allow that baby to live, no matter how much David prayer and pleaded to God for the child’s life.  But, for the most part, David was faithful to consult God even in the little things, and he had a heart for God always.  This shows in all the beautiful and emotional Psalms he wrote when he was in trouble and when he was content with life. He always remembered to praise God and thank him for being there for him.  He is humbled by the awesomeness of God. 
     So often today, I think we are too filled with pride. We cannot see beyond ourselves and our lives, and we do not spend enough time with God.  Life itself has become a whirlwind of action and activity.  We rush from one thing to the next, often with our cell phones or IPods in our hands, reading texts, searching the internet, or playing games while we transition from one thing to another.  We never stop to simply take a deep breath, look at the sky, or consider this wonderful world God made for us, which is so much more than the feat of technology man has crossed with all our devices. Don’t get me wrong; I enjoy my devices as much as the next person. Heck, my blog depends on technology to share my words and thoughts with the world, but I would be okay without it.  If all technology broke down tomorrow, what would be left? The original world God made for us.  That’s part of why I have come to enjoy my job more and more over the last couple of years, because I spend time with very young children, seeing the world through their eyes again. My own children are already immersed in technology, but the preschoolers and toddlers I see on a daily basis are focused on the bugs of the playground and the fish in their classroom aquarium. They are enamored with garbage trucks and airplanes, and they appreciate the people in their lives, delving out hugs to familiar teachers and parents whenever they enter the classroom and sharing stories about their lives as often as they can.  We get so wrapped up in our devices and our troubles that we forget about God and His creation! We forget about how blessed we are to live safely through another day with family, friends, food, clothes, and a home to live in.  We forget to thank and praise Him and to include Him in our lives.
     What I am striving to be faithful in at this point in my life is simply spending time with God, in His word, in prayer, in consulting Him with all the big and little matters of life and including Him in it first and foremost.  When you take the time to consult God, to make Him the biggest part of your life, all that pride and selfishness starts to disappear. God will humble you in the best possible way.  He will show you how much better life is when we are focused on Him instead of just ourselves.  He will show you what it means to have the heart of David. 

Psalm 3
A psalm of David. When he fled from his son Absalom.

O Lord, how many are my foes!
How many rise up against me!
Many are saying of me,
“God will not deliver him.”

But you are a shield around me, O Lord;
You bestow glory on me and lift up my head.
To the Lord I cry aloud,
And he answers me from his holy hill.

I lie down and sleep;
I wake again, because the Lord sustains me.
I will not fear the tens of thousands
Drawn up against me on every side.

Arise, O Lord!
Deliver me, O my God!
Strike all my enemies on the jaw;
Break the teeth of the wicked.

From the Lord comes deliverance.
May your blessing be on your people.