Wednesday, February 6, 2013

February 5-7, 2013 My 38th Year Begins…


“But we all…beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory.” 2 Corinthians 3:18

     As I start my 38th year of life, this was a devotional verse for the day from one of my favorite devotional books, “Wisdom for the Way” by Charles R. Swindoll. This is what life is all about, being gradually transformed into a more Christlike image, a wiser being, a noble person of character.  I am so, so far from that goal, but I am thankful to still be walking that journey with God instead of without Him.  There are many things that could have pulled me away, turned my faith from my Maker, if I had allowed them. From the 2 divorces in my life, one of my parents when I was 12 years old and my own divorce during my 32nd year of life to my challenging college years and my struggle to come to a place of perfect peace with my earthly father, I could have said, to be blunt, “screw it all.” What has God done for me but allowed me to suffer at the hands of my own parents and my ex-husband? But what would this accomplish, this blaming of others for my heartache, this putting myself above God and his wisdom? He allowed all of these things in my life to happen for a reason, and he certainly was not the author of these events. As humans, we are the authors of our own tragedies.  We have been given free will to make decisions for ourselves, wise or unwise.  What God does is makes those experiences work for us and for Him to transform us into His image as we progress through what is often a difficult life.  We all have our struggles, although I know mine could have been even worse, the bottom line is that we all feel what we are experiencing is more difficult than the next person.  That’s human nature, but what’s most important is our final perspective on it.  Will we take the tough times as learning experiences, even take it to the next step and find peace through it OR will we allow it to turn us away from God, to take away the only method of assisting us to get through it successfully and come out better on the other side. I choose God’s way.  I choose His love over anything the world has to offer. I choose to work on becoming wiser in Him, more loving towards others, laughing more and shedding less tears, and seeking peace over allowing bitterness and discontent to permeate my life.  On this first day of my 38th year, I feel very, very blessed. Thank you to all of those in my life, those who were part of the good and bad experiences. You were all a piece of God’s plan for my life, and without you, I would not be able to become the person God intended for me to be.  Most of all, thank you God for being my Creator, Savior, Friend, and Guide in life. Thank you for teaching me how to find your peace in a chaotic world, how to keep going no matter what, and thank you for teaching me about faith.  Thank you for the start of another year with You and the family, friends, job, and home you have blessed me with.  I can do or be nothing without you. 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

May our God greatly bless you, Susannah. -- Mom