Monday, May 27, 2013

April 17-May 28, 2013 Month by Month…


“My son, pay attention to what I say;
turn your ear to my words.
Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
for they are life to those who find them
and health to one’s whole body.
Above all else, guard your heart,
for everything you do flows from it.
Keep your mouth free of perversity;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
Let your eyes look straight ahead;
fix your gaze directly before you.
Give careful thought to the paths for your feet
and be steadfast in all your ways.
Do not turn to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.”

Proverbs 4:20-27

     Once again, over a month has passed without one word written down to remember it by.  My life is sliding into memory month by month instead of day by day or week by week.  When the month of May began, I remember saying to myself, “I just have to get through this month, and then I’ll have more time to, to….” to do what? Clean the house, blog, spend more time with my family instead of at work? The problem with this way of thinking is that your priorities become skewed very quickly. The least important thing suddenly become the most important because you are putting these things first for the time being….until you complete that big project or land that big account. Well, there’s always going to be another big project looming around the corner or another big account to land.  As the weeks pass, the time for my oldest son to leave the island (where he was born and has spent the first 11 ¾ years of his life) to move back to Alabama with his dad is drawing near.  And where have I been? At work…a lot.  Even when I am here, he’s not much. He is at the age where he wants to be with his friends more than his parents, but still, this is the first weekend in a long while (being a long, 3 day weekend) that I have felt able to focus just on my home and family and not worry about the coming week or even have to go into work at all.  It’s nice…I’ve mostly just been deep-cleaning the house with the help of my husband and the boys, of course, but even cleaning the house together is more “family time” than I’ve had recently with them.  In fact, this weekend, cleaning time became a “wisdom imparting” session for my husband and I with my oldest son.  The conversation turned to video games that were made more for adults than for children, which led into bad language, and eventually reminded me of the aphorism, "As a man thinketh in his heart so is he."  If your mind is always on violent video games, and your ears are constantly filled with negative and ugly language, eventually, the words coming out of your mouth will be ugly, and violent thoughts rise to the surface first instead of kindness and peacemaking.  Your heart becomes harder and harder instead of softer and more sensitive to the love and joy in the world and from God. 
     At any rate, this aphorism, led me to look in the Bible as I knew there were similar sayings there. In fact, that’s probably where the aphorism came from. In Matthew 6:21, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also,” and in Proverbs 4: “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” Bottom line, I want my son to be aware of where his thoughts lie, where his heart is at any given moment, so that the new world of the states that he is about to enter on a more permanent basis is not going to turn him away from what he knows in his heart is right and good.  So, today, this week, this month, and all the months to follow as both my sons grow, I am dedicating Proverbs 4 to them, the entire Proverb, which was written by King Solomon as a personal plea to his own sons to heed the wisdom God had blessed him with during his reign as King. If you have sons, I encourage you to go to the Bible and read the entire chapter of Proverbs 4. Or better yet, read the entire book of Proverbs, as there’s a bit of Godly wisdom contained within for all of us.  When you find those bits of wisdom God is speaking into your heart follow the advice of Proverbs 3:3 below:

“Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart.” Proverbs 3:3

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