Friday, January 16, 2015

January 16: Writing Prompt #16-Toot your Horn

Most of us are excellent at being self-deprecating, and are not so good at the opposite. Tell us your favorite thing about yourself.
     I believe my favorite (and at times in my life my least favorite) thing about myself is my inability to be anyone other than who I am. Let me give you an example: I’ve only worked at my job for about 10 months, but in that short time, my co-workers always  seem to know what’s going on with me.  Normally, I’m very happy and relaxed in the workplace, lots of smiling and laughing, but there are days when I have something else on my mind or I’m not feeling good.  Earlier this week my knee was bothering me as I overdid it the day before on my jog, so this gentleman I’ve only met one other time comes in to deliver some tables to us, and he is chatting with me in the same way he did when I first met him. Then, he says, “Are you okay today? You seem like something is wrong?”  Wow, I don’t really even know you! Just because I was a little quieter than usual does that means something is wrong….or was it the expression on my face…I’m not sure, but I think it’s a combination. Basically, I can’t hide who I am or what I am feeling. 
     I would not be a good con artist or actress, and as far as manipulation skills, I have none.  I can’t even tell a little white lie without a “tell.”  Not that I want to be able to do those things, but sometimes I don’t want to have to answer the question of what’s wrong, either.  So, my favorite thing about myself is my favorite thing about the friends and people I currently surround myself with…genuineness.  I’ve had enough experience in my life with manipulative people, with those who pretend to be one person, but actually turn out to be another (Jekyll and Hyde syndrome). There will always be people who chose to be someone else…who don’t know how to be comfortable with themselves or others, but I can choose who to spend my time with, and I can choose how to conduct myself, so I am proud that I am unable to be anyone other than me!  J   

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

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