Sunday, July 5, 2015

July 5: Writing Prompt #186-Mirror, Mirror

Finish this sentence: “When I look in the mirror, I . . .”

When I look in the mirror, I see myself as a little girl, and I wonder where the time went and how I could possibly be 40, but not feel anywhere close to that age in my heart and mind.  Life can be cruel that way….we continue to feel young at heart, but our bodies don’t stay young along with our minds.  We gain wisdom, experience, and self-confidence, find love, discover our passions and get well on the road to pursuing them, and then our years begin to catch up with us.  I watch my friend’s 7 year old run around with boundless energy and wonder if I ever had that much. I read about my older brother’s completed hundred milers and wonder what would have happened had I started running earlier and been more dedicated to it throughout the years….maybe I wouldn’t be suffering with arthritis in my knees already.  I notice the stray grey hairs and winkles around my face, and I wonder what the next 40 years will hold.  When I look in the mirror, I see what was and what is, then smile as I look forward to what’s to come.  Fatigue, arthritis, grey hairs and winkles aside, I will continue to spend more hours awake than asleep, walk another mile with the dog each day (even if it takes 100 days for me to complete 100 miles), brush and groom the hair that I have, no matter what color it is, and apply eye cream and sunscreen to my face. Why? Because in my heart and mind, I will always be 29!!

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