Saturday, May 30, 2015

May 30: Writing Prompt #150-Fight or Flight

When faced with confrontation, do you head for the hills or walk straight in? Was there ever a time you wished you’d had the opposite reaction?

It depends on how far I have been pushed to put up with the situation before the confrontation occurs. I either back off and do whatever I can to keep the peace or I jump in with hot anger, acid words, and unvarnished opinions.  When it comes to those I am closest to, I will more often walk straight in, such as with my dad or my husband.  I didn’t really think about it so much until now, but the fact that I will more readily put up an argument with those I love means I am most comfortable being myself and having my own independent views around them, and I consider that a good thing. Although, my husband and my dad would probably both say they could do with a little less arguing from me. J  They should just take it as a compliment that means I am my most honest and genuine self with each of them as well as those other friends and family with whom I am not afraid to face in a confrontation.  I have to admit though, occasionally, I wish I had just kept my thoughts to myself in such confrontations with close company because reacting quickly and shooting off argumentative words without much thought behind them can be very hurtful to those receiving my “bullet views.”  It’s kind of a “pick your battles” type deal, and I don’t always pick the right battles at the right time. It’s one of those things I will continue to work on and hopefully have it all perfected once I’m too old to even care about arguing or confrontation anymore. J  Until then, thanks for putting up with me when I walk straight into those confrontations.  I really don’t mean any harm…I just let my own baggage get in the way too much sometimes and react too strongly to the situation before me. 

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